Tonight, last night, I was at Wax:on at Leeds University Union, which was my place of work up to yesterday. It was highly recommended, but in the event completely shit. Never mind, we were able to get on the guest list. Today, yesterday, I've been working out what I'm doing with my redundancy money. Since I've managed to land a new job (subject to three month trial), I should be alright. Also I've been bottling my home brewed beer. It should be good.
Right now there are aeroplanes starting to cut vapour trails through the virgin cloudless blue, and the world is completely silent as the sun rises above the skyline of Leeds. It's deeply, deeply beautiful, and I feel glad to be seeing it. Who cares if tomorrow is ruined, who cares if it's the end of a bad night out, on the heels of another bad night out. Right now, listening to music and having a drink with the gf, it's beautiful and I'm properly, truly, happy.
I intend this to be the last proper update of this journal. I may start blogging elsewhere, if I do then I'll link to it from here.